I just feel sorta worn out, so I guess work just adds to that, and I don't want to bring this feeling to work or it will make me mess up on stuff. Hopefully its not really busy, during the week I rather be a cashier then bag or box, but during fridays and saturdays I rather box or bag I think, I think its because i'm more comfortable around Nats and them, then around the others since they are closer to my age range, its hard to explain.
In any case I know i won't be able to get out of work, besides I need all the money I can scrounge up, this week I should be getting payed close to 150 dollars. In any case i'll be working today from noon till 6. And working tommorow after school, which freakin suck i'll be tired! Working from 4 to 8 tommorow, then on saturday its from 9 till 6, so yes there will be a worn out nancy by the end of the day. But I guess it will be worth it once I get my pay.
I think i'm feeling a bit better today, maybe it was the sleep that i don't feel like i've had enough of? I remember how I use to rant about wanting a job because it would be so good to get out of the house, now i'm ranting how I don't want to go to it, I wasn't expecting this type of job. I like getting out of the house, it gets me away from things, but at the same time, when I get home it doesn't leave me much time to do anything else, not that i did much else, but the option is lessened. Its not like it was in summer where I could plan those random days to see Puchiko, that has now turned into Sundays. And during the week at school.
I need to go rant in my morning musume type journal now, I forget what the hell i was wanting to talk about here.
I FREAKIN LOVE THIS SONG, Emma Bunton (baby spice) solo efforts are definetly appealing to me more then victoria's wanna be rapper thing.